The end of the school year is coming up so I am grateful that I we get the summer off. It is refreshing to be able to regroup before going back into the school environment after all the work that was done this year.
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I am thankful for my teachers that are willing to work with me because I have been absent for a couple of days. It is a relief to not have the burden of completing many assignments that I've missed lately.I am trying to push myself to make amends with my siblings. I have benefited from being with youngest eldest sister. we spent most of our time together throughout middle school so to be able to get back to that is a reward.
I was able to free myself from a toxic relationship. I am grateful to be able to move on from what was hindering my growth.I am thankful for the friends that I have found. Us cliquing helped me to come out of my shell a bit. I am doing more things nowBeing able to wakeup another day is something to be thankful for. Battling mental health is not easy so being alive is a reward in my book.One of my sister’s birthdays is this weekend. I am thankful to be able to take part in the event she is having this week. It is exciting to see your siblings growI am thankful for having the strength to get up this morning. I did not want to get up and go to school, but I understand that there is consequences for missing school days. It was beneficial for me to come today as I would've missed some important information in my classes today.
I don't talk about it a lot but I have 17 siblings, 15 of them being my fathers children. I am the youngest my other siblings ages ranging from 16- being in their 40's. My relationships' with the ones closest to my age has been rocky from the jump. because I spent the most time with my father I receive plenty of backhanded comments about him just being "my father". These comments do not feel good as I endured the madness that my father was involved with with him being my primary care giver throughout the week. I say that they should be happy that they did not have to experience the things that I had went through being in his presence. My moms eldest child lives in California so we do not talk, my father also caused a rift between me and my mothers middle child because of the pain he exacted onto him. I am thankful not to be in communication with some of my fathers family as they are not the brightest people, but I am also thankful to be shown that blood is not always thicker than water and friends can be more like family than your close relatives. I have found my own way and do not let longing for a relationship with them rule my life any longer. |
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